Feeling Pretty Good

Today im feeling pretty good but I still feel lot’s of emotions and stress. Today is a lovely day and im enjoying it but I feel pretty sleepy. Im blessed and very thankful im still alive and have my family. I know some people may not have a family or this or that. I sometimes wish that I could help all those people I love helping people through out their problems. It just makes me feel so good inside even though I may not have the best feedback at times. I also feel like im really going to start moving myself away from those negative people. My negative friends always bring me down and suck the life out of me . But im going to not tolerate it anymore im going to stand up for myself and just distance myself away from them. I hope everyone who is reading this have a blessed day!  -Amisha ….x0x0x


Hurt Deep Inside

I feel like at times my mother shoulda been more focused on het kids then relationships. I really feel likeas a child my mother didnt show us thar much love. She said she loved us an shw may haved huggef and showed it some. But i feel like it could have been much more. I feel hurt inside when i needed my mother the most,i feel like she was not there!

Hope (I have Hope that Life will get Better) (Love this Poem)


It is HOPE that sustains us
When life seems too tough.
HOPE for a brighter tomorrow,
The HOPE that in time
Things can and will get better.

With God, there is always HOPE
Because He has the power
To change things for the better.
Tough times are opportunities
For spiritual growth.

If God is for me,
It doesn’t matter who is against me.
But if God is against me,
It doesn’t matter who is for me.

Cling tightly to HOPE,
Draw near to God,
Grow in patience,
Life can and will get better.

–Jo A. Witt, (C) 2001

Warm Outside Today :)

Warm Outside Today :)

It’s a nice day outside but im not feeling in the mood to really do anything, I don’t know whats wrong with me but i prefer to just sit around and do nothing. When i could be haning out with friends or planing on doing something fun.But these few days i have been feeling depressed again . I have been doing better but i feel more stressed out than anything. I do have a lot on my mind right now. An i feel like even writing in my journal will not really help me write now. I do have my moments were i get happy though and i have my moments were i just feel awful. But im glad because before it was just feeling horrible all day everday. But anyways im going to try to get some things done and try to have a better day tomorrow.