Well today i just woke up and began watching my favorite show. But i should have woke up and got dressed b/c i always feel odd when i just lay there for a long time. Also today is just one of those days were it was rainy and depressing for me. But im still here and im glad im still alive . But i really just wanna not feel so upset right now,ughh. I really feel better when im expose to sunlight though and idk what im going to do when the sun is gone. But i will still be trying hard not to give up on myself or anyone. 🙂 Even how hard it may be for me someday i will never ever give up !